Speechless again.

I have no words.
Every single word got smashed on the ground like a mirror.
My mind just all of the sudden went blank.
Because I don't know.
I just don't know.
Everything just hit so hard I couldn't speak.
And I want to go.
I want to leave.
Because I feel it in the air and the trees.
They are all telling me to run, to leave.

Just make me believe.
But somehow it's like,
There is nothing to recieve.
I shouldn't have come here.
I shouldn't have trusted anything about this.