Lock.

You made me smile.
You made me shine and glow on the inside and on the outside.
And that smile will stay.
But the shine and the glow just died.
And I know a part of me is out of reach.
You can't take my heart.
And I know you don't make me glow anymore.
Because I feel a lock when I look you in the eyes.
A lock on my heart.
A lock that forbids me to feel anything when you are around.
Yes, I still really appreciate your company.
But I don't want to feel something,
That has no meaning at all...

And I can't hate you.
And I don't want to stop caring about you.
But that's slowly slipping away.
And I feel like there is nothing I can do...