Uncertain.

I am not sure anymore...
And even if you would say those words...
I would still be uncertain, I don't believe in anything of it right now.
Though I want to.
I wish your veins felt the things I felt.
A zillion times.
Everyone wants to have their own world.
Everyone wants to be loved.
Everyone wants to feel like they are part of something bigger.
I never really felt this need so much.
But now it's more than ever.
And I have to find the strength to talk and trust.
Because in one second it was all wiped away.
And I felt crushed.
Because I don't want to lose anyone.
Anyone that's important to me...