Clueless

How come every time you send me song,
It's like you know me better than I do myself..

My way out.

I know I was expecting something good. I mean hanging out with special friends is always good. But I guess it was better than I expected.
It feels unreal, like it never happened. Did this happen? Can I just hop on an airplane and go to wherever I want to?

I guess that guy doesn't know how happy he made me last weekend. I was overwhelmed.

I feel sad it's over.
But at the same time it gave me the strength to start over. It gave me the strength to continue and fight for the things I love and the dreams I have. I had to go and find myself again. I had to be me again.  So this marked a new beginning, ''open up the door to a different shore"

Going there, meeting up is like going back in time four years ago.

Little did I know that four years ago I was going to meet someone that four years later would mean my way out of the mess I got myself into four years later...

It's strange how God planned everything, but now I at least know there was a reason. No that was no coincidence that we met. I still can't exactly figure out what it was. But it certainly wasn't just a coincidence...

Scribbles

I still don't think I quite get it.

'That is something you have to figure out on your own' 

I stick to the facts as they are.
Maybe I'll never fully understand.

Coward.

So you lied.
You cheated.
You didn't care.
I want to punch you in the face.
Don't expect me to help you.
Don't expect me to care for you.



Lost "Flashed before my eyes"

Charlie: "Oi, don't walk away from me. Don't know how you're doing what it is you're doing, but I know a coward when I see one."

I thought I was losing, but I was winning...

I hope you lose everything... So you finally know what it feels like, to be left alone.

Hanging, bleeding to death...
When your friends have to carry you home, because you can't breathe anymore...

You seriously wouldn't know and I am not going to tell.

You dropped down 10 levels and you aren't even close to realizing what a shitty mistake you just made...

As for me... I am leveling every month and I am going to find a stronger and kinder heart...
Until then，I will take good care of my heart...