dinsdag 20 februari 2018

Ego

There's a giant elephant in the room
We're not going to adress it, because your ego is bigger than the elephant.

Love divided

You say there's an open door
But every time I come there, it's locked.
And when I try to open it, I get hurt.

Every time I think, this time, will you be there waiting for me with open arms? Will you tell me you love me? Will you listen when I tell you my troubled thoughts and emotions I can't make sense of?
Or will you mock me again, not taking me serious? Will you ask twice and make an effort to make sure I'm okay...

A smile, some advice, misunderstood
To you this is the same as those open arms

Last time I decided to throw away the key

Next time I will carry my sword and shield; my armor.

For I know my Father is waiting for me at a different door every single second of the day. He welcomes me with open arms. He tells me how much he loves me every single day. But you see, giving Him the key of my door is the hardest thing I have ever done. Trust doesn't come easily to me. I remember kicking the other door ever since I discovered it hurts to open it. Some day I will get there again. But this time I won't be alone.

woensdag 23 september 2015

Revelation

You are my ray of sunshine when I am sad.
You move my heart with words
I find You when I least expect it
In TV series
Music
Bible verses that touch my heart and soul

Still I find it hard to fully entrust you with my heart and life
I want to say "..of the Lord, He is my refuge, and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust




dinsdag 22 september 2015

Brand new day


I stayed in one place for too long
Gotta get on the run again
I saw the one thing that I want
Hell bent, get outta bed
I'm throwing rocks at your window
You're tying the bed sheets together
They say we are dreaming too big
I say this town's too small

Dream
Send me a sign
Turn back the clock
Give me some time
I need to break out
And make a new name
Let's open our eyes
To the brand new day
It's the brand new day

I've taken hits like a brawler
But I'm getting back up again
And from the moment I saw her
I was hell bent with heaven sent
I'm throwing rocks at your window
We're leaving this place together
They say that we're flying too high
Well get used to looking up

Dream
Send me a sign
Turn back the clock
Give me some time
I need to break out
And make a new name
Let's open our eyes
To the brand new day
It's the brand new day

It's the brand new day
I know it's the brand new day
Come on to the brand new day
I know it's the brand new day

Dream
Send me a sign
Turn back the clock
Give me some time
I need to break out
And make a new name
Let's open our eyes
To the brand new day
It's the brand new day