Special.

I keep on asking myself the same question over and over.
Why?
I thought I figured this out.
But I guess I am still at the same spot where I started.
I can only guess what's going on inside of my mind.
I have been wondering the same thing for more than a year now.
And nothing has changed.
Though so much has happened since then.
This feeling is like a puzzle to me.
And I don't know where I left the missing pieces.
Also I don't know how to fit them together.
Maybe time will tell.