Happy.

I miss you,
Sometimes when you are not there...
I always check if you are there...
I always want to talk to you...
And when you aren't there,
I wonder what you are doing, where you are and what you are thinking...

I keep remembering every single thing from the last two years...
I keep going over and over every single detail.
I keep wondering and wondering...
It's like I missed something.
And whenever I seem to let go of things,
You show up,
And cross my mind again.

And I am starting to become more and more honest with you.
But I don't want to ask you for anything.
It would seem selfish or unfair to do that.

All I want is you to be happy...
I want you to smile.