Rejection and letting go.

I am looking for reasons,
But I can't find them.
I want to give you a chance,
But I don't think it will make a difference.
I am going to do this,
The way I did it so many times.
I'll tell you how I feel.
And you will tell me you don't feel anything.
I will feel bad, but atleast I will be able to let go then.