Scribbles

I still don't think I quite get it.

'That is something you have to figure out on your own' 

I stick to the facts as they are.
Maybe I'll never fully understand.

Coward.

So you lied.
You cheated.
You didn't care.
I want to punch you in the face.
Don't expect me to help you.
Don't expect me to care for you.



Lost "Flashed before my eyes"

Charlie: "Oi, don't walk away from me. Don't know how you're doing what it is you're doing, but I know a coward when I see one."

I thought I was losing, but I was winning...

I hope you lose everything... So you finally know what it feels like, to be left alone.

Hanging, bleeding to death...
When your friends have to carry you home, because you can't breathe anymore...

You seriously wouldn't know and I am not going to tell.

You dropped down 10 levels and you aren't even close to realizing what a shitty mistake you just made...

As for me... I am leveling every month and I am going to find a stronger and kinder heart...
Until then，I will take good care of my heart...

Karma is a bitch.

Do you remember when you ripped out my heart?
I know you didn't care.
You approached me from behind and ripped it out just like that.
You thought it wouldn't hurt,
Well it did.
You thought I needed it in order to survive...
There was blood everywhere.
I remember the way you looked at me.
How surprised you were.
When I grabbed that knife on the table...
And I stabbed you and cut out your heart...
You choked and dropped on the ground.
I got back my heart and ran off...
I put your heart in your freezer.. 
Too bad you are not as strong as me... I didn't need my heart to survive... You did... So you died and woke up like a zombie...
Nobody wants you now...

Unexpected? No

Why am I not surprised?
You are exactly like your mother...
And I am so glad I got out of that mess.
I am alive and kicking.
I know you don't give a fuck about others...
You never really did.
I don't know if she taught you that or if it's just some defense system.
Anyway, you making me laugh right now.
I am laughing my ass off.
I am a mean bitch right now.
And I couldn't care less.
You mean nothing to me.
You are an asshole.
And I am glad God has better plans for me.

I will promise You from now on,
I will be more patient Lord.
Because last time I wasn't patient I ran into someone bad.

It's like you stole my friends...
And now you are ditching one of them?
Are you fucking kidding me ?
Do you even know what friendship means?
Do you even know how this relationship is going to turn out?
No?
Let me tell you:
You will end up alone if you don't do something.
People aren't going to be patient forever....