I don't know you

At first, I was excited to see you and meet you.
So I acted nice and I really liked being around you, because one day you would become my family.
Then things started to get awkward.
Things happened, things I did not understand.
Still I tried to work things out and be nice.
I just wanted to be a part in your life, build a bond and understand who you were.

Then I saw my own heart cry and it felt like you didn't care.
I didn't understand why.
Yet I still tried, but at a certain point I just didn't feel responsible for your relationship.
Which in fact really isn't my responsibility, so that's what I told you: "I have nothing to do with your relationship."

Then you got angry...
I don't know why and you deleted me, out of nowhere...
I didn't understand why.

Then I tried one more time and you scolded me like a little child.

I am not your child.
You are not more important than me.
You can't break me
You have nothing to do with my life.
You have nothing to do with my relationship.
You do not respect me or my heart.
You do not care about anyone but yourself.
And I am done chasing you.
I am done trying to please you, trying to be kind to you.
I never really knew you and I don't want to know you.
I don't know you.

Rainbows

You were my coldest winter
You made me laugh
You made me cry
You taught me so many things
You created new opportunities
You gave me new friendships
You gave me the best memories I ever had
You will always have a special place in my heart
You are my home
And you will always be my magic.
I love you.

Friends?!

I remember the sadness
I was alone
And when I needed you
You weren't there
You were always considerate about others
But I don't understand, why were you never considerate about me
When you needed someone to take care of you, I was there
Because that's what a friend does...
So my question still remains: where you ever a friend?

Random strangers

There you were
With my past
You met me
And I remembered
How things used to be
How I liked it, when I was different
My clothes, my style, my music
You made me miss the old me
I guess that is why you were interesting to me
I am still different, unique
And I wish I could help you
I tend to attract people with problems
I want to tell you: 'I will pray for you, God will take care of you'
But I know that after all that has happened to you, believing in something good like God will be hard
Still I will pray for you
Because I know that is all I can do
I barely knew you
But we have become friends in such a short time
It felt random
Like a random stranger started talking to me on that day
I do not think it was a coincidence.

Magic

How come I never get bored of seeing you.
And you keep being amazing and beautiful.
I just cannot describe it.
Only two weeks remain until I step on your ground again.
I know I am going to miss people, though I cannot wait to be there again.
For some reason you are my city, you are my home.
And I will not forget a single memory made there.