Empty

I am just tired of fighting...
I have had enough.
I just want to be happy,
And live a normal life...

The world.

We aren't the ones that are crazy.
The whole world is fucked up,
By racism, bullying, war, discrimination and so on.
I know I am not alone.

Because I know you feel the same.

Up in heaven

Now I know.
I really hope God up there treats you better.

<3

Stranger

You should have known that,
Back then.

You did not want to be around anyone else.
You already had your own world.
And that was enough for you.
You felt safe in your own fantasy world.
Whatever you imagined,
Everything could come true.

You should have known.
You have always felt different from the others.
The way you looked at the rest of the world.

Without much understanding,
But how could they understand,
If you did not understand yourself.

Emotions that came and went.
Intense emotions.
Year after year.
And finally you found out that you react different than everyone around you.

Still you did not quite understand,
But you knew you were different.

No-one around you had ever felt music calling out your soul,
Calling out an indescribable feeling.

No-one had ever heard of nature that made you feel like a child.
Nature that made you feel like you belonged in it.
Like you did not belong in the world that exists today.
Big cities...
Nature...
You thought that everything should go back to nature and live like we used to.
Nature could bring you much peace in your heart.
It is one of the few things that could always calm you down.

Music could also easily get you emotional,
Especially when it reminded you of a sad situation,
Something bad that had happened.
The memory that music recalled,
The feelings or thoughts you have towards that memory,
You would feel them again.


I guess you were a stranger to yourself.
But now that you are older,
You finally seem to understand who you are.
And why you feel so different.
And you have found someone that know exactly how this all feels.

You should have known back then,
That you were different.
You are different.
And there might be people who do understand you.
There might be people who do not understand you.
But I know you will never change.
You will always stay who you are.

Flap your wings honey, fly !

So if you really want this so badly,
Then find a way to get it.

Don't let anything stand in your way.
Even a way with obstacles is a way.
Accept that way with obstacles.
You can reach your destination.
If you try.
I know you can.
You have been through a lot of things.

And remember,
If things get hard,
You can always flap your wings.
Spread your wings,
And fly.