Broken

If only you could see what you did to me.
You tore my world apart by being selfish.
You left wounds, which I don't know how to heal.


Did you know how broken my heart already was when you met me?


It has been like this as long as I remember.

Mountains and other amazing things.

I have no idea what to say.
I don't have to words to describe what I feel or think.
So I stand there,
Speechless,
Smiling,
Letting my heart flutter around like a butterfly or,
Being amazed,
Staring...

Clueless

How come every time you send me song,
It's like you know me better than I do myself..

My way out.

I know I was expecting something good. I mean hanging out with special friends is always good. But I guess it was better than I expected.
It feels unreal, like it never happened. Did this happen? Can I just hop on an airplane and go to wherever I want to?

I guess that guy doesn't know how happy he made me last weekend. I was overwhelmed.

I feel sad it's over.
But at the same time it gave me the strength to start over. It gave me the strength to continue and fight for the things I love and the dreams I have. I had to go and find myself again. I had to be me again.  So this marked a new beginning, ''open up the door to a different shore"

Going there, meeting up is like going back in time four years ago.

Little did I know that four years ago I was going to meet someone that four years later would mean my way out of the mess I got myself into four years later...

It's strange how God planned everything, but now I at least know there was a reason. No that was no coincidence that we met. I still can't exactly figure out what it was. But it certainly wasn't just a coincidence...

Scribbles

I still don't think I quite get it.

'That is something you have to figure out on your own' 

I stick to the facts as they are.
Maybe I'll never fully understand.