dinsdag 31 januari 2012

The world.

We aren't the ones that are crazy.
The whole world is fucked up,
By racism, bullying, war, discrimination and so on.
I know I am not alone.

Because I know you feel the same.

zondag 29 januari 2012

Up in heaven

Now I know.
I really hope God up there treats you better.

<3

zaterdag 28 januari 2012

Stranger

You should have known that,
Back then.

You did not want to be around anyone else.
You already had your own world.
And that was enough for you.
You felt safe in your own fantasy world.
Whatever you imagined,
Everything could come true.

You should have known.
You have always felt different from the others.
The way you looked at the rest of the world.

Without much understanding,
But how could they understand,
If you did not understand yourself.

Emotions that came and went.
Intense emotions.
Year after year.
And finally you found out that you react different than everyone around you.

Still you did not quite understand,
But you knew you were different.

No-one around you had ever felt music calling out your soul,
Calling out an indescribable feeling.

No-one had ever heard of nature that made you feel like a child.
Nature that made you feel like you belonged in it.
Like you did not belong in the world that exists today.
Big cities...
Nature...
You thought that everything should go back to nature and live like we used to.
Nature could bring you much peace in your heart.
It is one of the few things that could always calm you down.

Music could also easily get you emotional,
Especially when it reminded you of a sad situation,
Something bad that had happened.
The memory that music recalled,
The feelings or thoughts you have towards that memory,
You would feel them again.


I guess you were a stranger to yourself.
But now that you are older,
You finally seem to understand who you are.
And why you feel so different.
And you have found someone that know exactly how this all feels.

You should have known back then,
That you were different.
You are different.
And there might be people who do understand you.
There might be people who do not understand you.
But I know you will never change.
You will always stay who you are.

zondag 15 januari 2012

Flap your wings honey, fly !

So if you really want this so badly,
Then find a way to get it.

Don't let anything stand in your way.
Even a way with obstacles is a way.
Accept that way with obstacles.
You can reach your destination.
If you try.
I know you can.
You have been through a lot of things.

And remember,
If things get hard,
You can always flap your wings.
Spread your wings,
And fly.


Superior?

So here's the thing,
It's like you act like you are better than someone else...
But actually,
You are not.
You are not better than someone else,
And someone else is not better than you.
We are equal.

Moreover,
Not every opinion should be said.
Sometimes it's better,
To keep your words,
Inside your mind.

zaterdag 14 januari 2012

Road

I hope that whatever you do,
You will find your own road that leads to your happines.
I hope you will find a road that leads you to somewhere,
Where you will feel safe,
Some place that feels like home.

Subway station

I felt like a stranger on the ground.
When you left me standing there,
Alone.
Waiting.
And I tried so hard not to cry when you walked away.
I felt sad.
Depressed.
For weeks.

But I found my way out through this maze.
We left everything behind us.
And I found my way out through a lot of other things.
Now I hope you will find your way too,
Some day.
You need it,
I know you do. :)


Hiding place.

So you got your perfect hiding place.
You hide out.
No-one finds out where you are.

Did he know where you were?
Or were you the only person that knew your hiding place

But right now there is no use in hiding out there anymore.
Because we know where you have hidden yourself.
Don't worry.
Nothing bad is going to happen.
Not like in the war movies when they shoot you down when they find you.
Because we won't harm you.
We just want you to be happy.