True colors.

You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you fell so small

But I see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow 





And if you can't see those true colors, then you must be blind.

In your own pretty face.

'Don't get mad, get even'

I shouldn't.

Honestly,
I want to believe you.
I want to trust you.
But the thing is, you give me a zillion reasons why I shouldn't...

R.I.P. Shoushun Lu

Those memories feel empty.
When I pass by those places, I feel empty.
I hope you can see us from up above, from Heaven.
I hope you see our tears and how much we love you and care about you.
I hope that Heaven treats you right.
Because that's what you deserve.

I just wish I could have hold your hand,
I wish I could have talked to you.
Even though I am not sure if it would have changed anything.

You remain in our hearts and memories.
♥

Dream.

You and me together still feels so unreal.
It feels like I am dreaming.
But it's reality and that's what makes me so happy :).

Never forget that I love you <3.
Even when I am not around.
I am always there even when my presence is missing.

Insane.

I want to drive you insane.

Thoughts during doing the dishes.

My hands burn from the boiling hot water that is in the sink.
My eyes are foggy like the morning fog.
My body feels weak, like someone stole all the energy in my body.
Even so I feel the courage and strength in my heart rising.
And when I look outside my window,
While listening to my music,
I agree that you,
Indeed,
Made my stormy sky beautiful.

And I get back to the boiling hot water in the basket in the sink with my dishes in it...
=)

Trust.

I hate feeling like,
I'll never be good enough for you...

It's stupid and might not be true...

I just don't know how to get rid of that feeling...

Maybe it needs time,
Maybe it takes trusting you,
Trusting who you are.
If I ever misunderstood,
If I ever doubt you,
And things turn out to be exactly the opposite of what I thought.
Then I am sorry,
I don't want to judge you for who you are.
I am just afraid that things will turn out to be different than I thought, in a bad way...
I wasn't sure what to find anyway...
Because I wasn't really expecting anything...

Still,
I'll try to remain calm,
To smile,
Be happy,
And trust you.
Moreover I want you to smile ^^.

I less than three you.

Cute.

Nope. You're the cutest.♥ End of story ^^
You can't argue with me about that :)

Decision.

To wait or not to wait, that's the question...

What I can be.

It reminds me of who I can be if I try really hard.
It reminds me of who I am sometimes.

I know I can be stronger and less insecure.
It reminds of how scared I am sometimes.

It's like you said:
'I don't want to be sensitive'

Somehow I believe we are able to change ourselves, but only for some parts.
Yet, we are who we are.
We are all beautiful in our own special ways.

Scent.

'All my clothes smell like you,
Cause your favorite shade is navy blue.'