I am starting to want to listen to some old music again. Music like Nightwish and My Chemical Romance. Nightwish is really good music, at least that's what I think. I listened to this music in a kind of 'black' period in my life. Because of this I banned it for almost 3 years. Now that I have a really good friend who listened/is listening to Nightwish, I started listening to it again. And I noticed that in a way it makes me feel good. Although there are a few songs, when I listen to them, they make me really sad.
My Chemical Romance, I don't know why I stopped listening to that band. There was one album I listened a lot to for about 3 years ago. I think it started to bore me after a while. But actually, now that I heard a few songs again, I remember some really good memories. It makes me feel good. I have been through a few hard weeks. So anything that makes me smile, makes me feel better:).
Also I remember some good trance/dance songs. I don't know why, but for some reason there a few songs in that music genre that make me feel like I am connecting with my soul or something like that. It's hard to explain what I mean by that. I don't even know how to explain it, so I won't explain it:).
Right now I am with that really good friend, who I was mentioning earlier :). And she has this super cute budgie called Twitter<3. I can make him headbang and he likes to kiss my nose xD. I don't know why.
It's a male, recently he started saying some words. For example he says kiss in Dutch.
The weird thing about being single is that you finally realize you are free oO. It sounds weird, we broke up a few weeks ago. But it was today that I finally realized that I am really free... I don't feel like I have to justify myself anymore... It's like a heavy weight fell of my shoulders. And maybe that also makes me realize it's better this way:). We're better off without each other I think... So we can both go our own way and find our own luck=). Actually it's because the break-up that I started to recall some really good memoiries again. I am not sure if it is just me who is searching them or that it's the things/music/people around me that make me remember those memoiries. Well it doesn't matter I guess, because it makes me feel happier=).
Since this is my first post, it might be a bit boring xD. I mean, this is the first time I started keeping a blog. And with keeping a blog, I don't mean one that you write when you are in another country for a little while. I did that too, but this one is also for random things that pop into my mind. Because I am a non-stop thinker. So writing things down somewhere would be a good thing I think.
